I really am crazy and don't know what to do,
I have a husband that swooned me with music.
Swooned me with sob stories that would put these Mexicans to shame.
He's written great songs....love songs.....political songs....rock and roll songs and all the rest.

He has talent.

But I need to know what do to with a person that says.....if I only had this....I would be GREAT......I did that and then.....something else....wasn't QUITE GOOD enough. So I gave that.....and then.....that wasn't good enough either........and then I TOOK A HAMMER AND I KNOCKED IT ALL TO KINGTOME COME!!! I DID IT!!!!! Never asked an insurance company to cover me or anything else. It is still going on. But now I have to replace all that I destroyed. I did that. But still....not quite GOOD enough. If I wanted Yamaha....now I NEED a MARTIN.....ok now there's a MARTIN and.......nothing. It's not music ....it's a connection.....I am a 51 yr old woman, married to a 52 yr old guy that thinks he can still be a rock and roll star. Right But he has a guy he knows.............

I really thought I would OUTGROW this BS!!!!!! I found out today....I have colon cancer and rehumathoid arthritis.......and I have a husband that still thinks he's going to be a rock and roll star......