Thread: VA: (SOB STORY) The Frustration of Being Illegal

The Frustration of Being Illegal
Prince William Political Climate Adds to Deportation Fear

By Marcela Sanchez
Washington Post Staff Writer
Monday, February 11, 2008; Page B05

Celia Llanes came to the United States 4 1/2 years ago with typical immigrant aspirations. She hoped to provide for her family, earn enough to buy a patch of land back home and perhaps take her girls to Disney World. Today, her wish is far simpler: that when she is deported her girls will be deported with her.

"I am waiting for immigration," she says with a matter-of-fact tone. She has begun sending some of her more valued belongings (such as a set of Royal Prestige pots she paid for in installments) to Guatemala because, she says, "they don't let you take anything."

As the anti-illegal-immigration backlash grew last year in Prince William County, where Llanes lives, the 32-year-old Manassas resident said she started to feel the world around her change. She said supermarket cashiers suddenly grew annoyed and acted as if they didn't understand her. She said her girls told her, "Mami, las maestras prefieren a los Americanos." ("The teachers prefer the Americans.")

Prince William county supervisors voted in October to enact some of the region's toughest policies against illegal immigrants, including the use of police to enforce immigration laws. Llanes says the new measures have become such a source of personal anxiety that she is convinced they are taking a toll on her health. She has sharp stomach pain apparently caused by gallstones, and her frequent headaches have gotten worse.

Llanes, her husband and their children don't venture far from home for fear of being stopped while driving without a license. In the summer, she did not take the girls to the neighborhood pool because she has heard of raids at public places. On Christmas, they only went to a brother-in-law's house nearby and did not stay long.

Llanes is resigned and, in a way, agrees with those anti-illegal-immigrant forces around her. As someone who entered the country illegally, she does not feel she is entitled to much.

"If they are going to take me away, let them; after all, this country is not ours," she often says.

These days, she most fears that she'll be alone when she is finally stopped and deported, just as she heard happened recently to a young man whose mother had sent him to buy shrimp at the local Global Food market. She can't bear the thought of leaving her girls behind. One separation "already cost me too much," she says.

Building a New Life

Llanes started her journey north in summer 2003. She left the girls in the care of a friend in Tecun Um¿n, near the Mexican border, telling them only that she was going to Mexico to visit one of her brothers in the hospital.

Indeed, her brother, who had been attacked by bandits with machetes in his first attempt to get to the United States, was a main incentive for Llanes to leave. She hoped to send him enough money so he could pay for a safer way north. She soon began also sending money, clothes and toys to the girls.

As daughter Yancy's fifth birthday was approaching, Llanes sent money for a cake. But it was that day, Oct. 4, 2005, when Hurricane Stan hit. Floods destroyed many homes and were responsible for the deaths of more than 1,500 people in Guatemala. Yancy later told her mother that she saw their few belongings -- and her cake -- floating away in the muddy waters.

It was then when Llanes and her husband decided to scrape together $12,000 to pay a smuggler to get the girls here.

At the time ages 3 through 11, the girls were arrested by U.S. authorities after crossing the border. Llanes left their youngest, born in Manassas, with her husband and boarded her first plane.

Two days before Thanksgiving 2005, Llanes sat nervously in a waiting room of an immigration office in Phoenix. Suddenly agents surrounded her, and one asked the girls, who had just walked in the room, if they knew who she was.

"They ran and hugged me saying 'mami,' " Llanes recalls through tears. It had been almost 2 1/2 years since she had seen them.

An Unfavorable Change

Llanes was allowed to stay with the girls in the country. At one point she consulted immigration advocates in Washington to explore their legal options but dropped the idea once she was told how much it would cost.

Despite "backbreaking" jobs, they've never had money to spare. On top of the political climate, they've been badly hurt economically. The housing crisis, which hit Prince William particularly hard, has meant much less work for construction workers such as Llanes's husband.

What's more, the four-bedroom brick rambler she and her family share with relatives is soon to be repossessed by the bank. A friend who bought it for nearly half a million dollars last year can no longer pay the mortgage.

Llanes, who had no education except for the few months at age 13 when a relative took her in and sent her to school, inculcates in the girls the importance of taking advantage of their opportunity to study and learn English. "I wish I [had] that opportunity," she tells them.

Llanes makes about $25 every weekday taking care of friends' children, and from Friday through Sunday earns $6.60 an hour making tacos. That money covers most of their food expenses, she says.

"With the situation as it is, I want to leave," she said.

She says her girls and the other children she cares for provide a welcome distraction. Still, she recalls a Spanish expression: "caras vemos, corazones no sabemos" (faces we see, hearts we don't know) to explain that she carries her share of anguish. Or as she put it, "only God knows how one is feeling inside."

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This crap just makes me want to throw up. Why doesn't this idiot write an article on the frustrations of AMERICAN citizens being replaced in their jobs and businesses by illegals. Where is the part that should be in this article where this illegal used fraudelent documents to get a job?

Llanes is resigned and, in a way, agrees with those anti-illegal-immigrant forces around her. As someone who entered the country illegally, she does not feel she is entitled to much.

"If they are going to take me away, let them; after all, this country is not ours," she often says.

Finally, an illegal who admits the truth Can we send this to La Raza?

No wonder newspaper readership is on the decline, with crap like this to read with your morning coffee.

Despite "backbreaking" jobs, they've never had money to spare.

Well, unlike many Americans, you were able to come up with $12,000 to pay a smuggler for your children.

Originally Posted by MW

Despite "backbreaking" jobs, they've never had money to spare.

Well, unlike many Americans, you were able to come up with $12,000 to pay a smuggler for your children.

Amazing isn't it and now she is making 25 bucks a day. The amount some of these people send back is not much more than they would make by staying home.

What's more, the four-bedroom brick rambler she and her family share with relatives is soon to be repossessed by the bank. A friend who bought it for nearly half a million dollars last year can no longer pay the mortgage.

Chalk up another one for the mortgage crisis!

Celia Llanes came to the United States 4 1/2 years ago with typical immigrant aspirations. She hoped to provide for her family, earn enough to buy a patch of land back home and perhaps take her girls to Disney World. Today, her wish is far simpler: that when she is deported her girls will be deported with her.

These are typical immigrant aspirations? Buy some land back home and take the kids to Disney World?

Great priorities and family values.(sarcasm) Never mind the same old excuse "THEY JUST COME HERE FOR A BETTER LIFE". OR "TO FEED MY KIDS".

Thank goodness this illegal alien half-way understands that she shouldn't be here.

By the way, this lady doesnt seem too bad off. She doesn't have any problems getting money all lined up. I bet there are ALOT of Americans would love to be able to SCRAPE TOGETHER 12,000 in such a short time.

I hope this woman and many more illegal aliens GO HOME OR GET DEPORTED!

This isn't even a SOB story - ITS A JOKE.

How can they be so frustrated being illegal. The one option they won't consider will ease their pain--
GO HOME NOW!

"They ran and hugged me saying 'mami,' " Llanes recalls through tears. It had been almost 2 1/2 years since she had seen them.

This is unthinkable to most parents and they moan and wail about families being broken up because of deportation.

Being an illegal alien is a CHOICE. And it's also a choice to go back home to the country where you are a legal citizen.