I needed to talk about how I feel because it's eating me up inside... making me depressed.. either that or so angry I could...
I am so sick of these scumbags. I am so sick of them sucking up our resources and taking advantage of our health care and human service systems. I am sick to death of them clogging up my Emergency rooms, sitting on their behinds, expecting us to cater to them, supply the interpreters at about $60 per hour... we pay for their ER time, their bandages and box lunches and... the paperwork, the stress, the time taken away from legitimate Americans who are in pain and come to us for help..who want to die , whose lives are torn apart, their children in tears, curled up on the gurney, parents so lost, Americans who need our (my) help.. these people have to wait for while the scumbags nap and have a leisurely lunch and bitch and moan at the nurses and the Docs and the security guards and the cleaning staff.. when we offer help it's never enough.. they want more. they are bottomless pits, entitled, selfish, self absorbed abusers...sitting around all day drinking, having babies, living in section 8 housing (that WE pay for) taking buses and cabs that WE give them vouchers for....maybe they wander into my agency once in a while. (we have to get those enterpreters...) go to a few therapy sessions, eat all the food in the building and never follow up..
this is hard for me to say because I have been in the human service field for 20 years..and I love it, people fascinate me, I love to help, teach, and guide and I am damngood at it but I am no wimp and when someone has me by the short hairs (excuse the reference) I speak up..I HATE THEM. THEY ARE DESTROYING MY (OUR) COUNTRY. THEY ARE DESTROYING OUR CULTURE.THEY ARE RIPPING HE HEART AND SOUL OUT OF AMERICA AND MOST OF THE LEADERS IN THIS COUNTRY ARE WIMPS WHO JUST WANT TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AND GET RE-ELECTED.. THEY DON'T GIVE A RAT'S BEHIND. THEY ARE COWARDS!!!
I HATE THESE ILLEGAL NON-ENGLISH SPEAKING LAW BREAKERS. THEY ARE SCUM!
When I have to work with them I get sick to my stomach.. they are destroying the job that I love..maybe 2 out of every 10 people in the ER are THEM... I have never hated, loathed anyone like I do now and the strength of my rage scares me..
I am trying hard to hang in with ALIPAC and other Americans who are fighting this disease (they are a disease) but sometimes, like this past firday when I got out of workat 2am.. sometimes (I had just spent 2 hours with one of them) I just get so depressed and hopeless. I feel like we are losing the battle. That the country I love so much is dying...
Just needed to talk about it
thank you all for listening
thank you all for helping
thank you for hoping..