WorriedAmerican,

The only suggestion I have is that you might consider conducting your own research on the Israeli/Palestinian issue for answers to your questions. There are plenty of resources available, from MSM, alternative, and academic sources.
Is this good info? A short clip of History.....
http://www.terrorismawareness.org/what-really-happened/

I have ADHD and the site you mentioned makes my head hurt! LOL